Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera.
See the blog title up there? Yeah, that's what I'm feeling right now.
GUILT
It can bring us to a whole new level or bring us tumbling down.
I had band practice today, we're getting ready for another function this Saturday. We'll be playing 7 songs plus Percussion solo.
I haven't memorize 3 songs yet and the other 4 songs sounds really weak. And we'll be going to the venue TOMORROW :O Today's practice too was a failure for me because I sounded crappy. And to my senior, I'M REALLY SORRY. He played all the hard parts while I just did the fingerings and didn't blow at all.
I really envy people that can pick up music fast, for example my senior. He actually memorize Berjaya in less than 30 minutes, memang tabik ! Sounds like I'm complaining right? For a fact, I am not complaining. I'm just wondering why I don't have that talent to learn music fast. And again, I REALLY REALLY WANT TO PLAY FOR REAL.
-I'll try-
Nadia Kiyoshi ♥
